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Name: Beatriz
Birthday: 10/24/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Movie, Singing, Instruments, Photography, Sports...
Expertise: not much...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
11/6/2004
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| Seems like I've been giving this place up... yes... once I've got spare time I prefer not to face any computer screen anymore... Been so busy with my thesis writing (draft finally done, but still long way to go)... and then all of a sudden an assistant manager from the General Affair Dept. came up with a chance to becomoe a project leader in Office Exercise! haha, what a shock... never ever expected to that... well, that's not a promotion, nor a bonus with that, but as of my boss mentioned of "giving me an opportunity to apply my specialization/knowledge in the field of sports..." shit... that's been ages already since I last touched those books... so... I was just a B student... and never thought big... and hey... I am just the tomatoe or cucumber slice in a sandwich how am I gonna be the leader and "command" my head officers to be my team members? Something's just wrong in here... but at last, I got to move... and so it's what I am up to right now...
Anyway, something good did happen... aside that I've been suffering from some genital problems plus a tonsil inflammation plus some unknown numb digits... I've travelled to Japan with my boy for a week and was having fun... but I wonder if those numb toes were caused by the excessive walk during our stay in Japan... and what suck most is that.. it's now been numb for two weeks or so... are the muscles or tissues dead? I don't think so, they just feel cranky... especially when I walk with the front part of my feet... there was a special "circuit" coming through while I press the toes with some pressure on the floor... should I go see doctor for some acupuncture? how much do they cost again? I've been paying money for doctors every week and why would that happen to me? hmhm... okay, I was talking about Japan... yes, Japan... much fun, visited some many temples around Kyoto and I loved them all... spent one night at the Arima Onsen and finally got my very first experience with Hot Spring, yes...
And last but not least, of course... pictures!!! :P http://www.pbase.com/starblue07/0704_japan And I think that's for now, hope I would still come again to flow some lines sooner later... ciao~ | | |
| I am sorry, just too busy to write...
But still spent some time browsing my sweet heart's blog and found this personality test: (I remember I've done it once long time ago but I am sure things change time after time, so... no bother taking it again)...
Things I figured:
- As I am getting older (or as I am dealing with the work env. and that "kind" of people) I become more materialistic and naive in some ways...
- But then I figure things that I really want and I started working for it instead of just talk-the-talk
But still, life seems to be a little pathetic sometimes... as I am looking money bigger now.. I mean, I am satisfied at what I am now but I somewhat think I deserve more or at least I think if I try working out what I want to do I am able to achieve that... but money is sometimes really an issue don't you think? You need a place to set things up, that is money; and you think partners, and you need to get things officially registered; you need equipments and blah blah blah, and everything is money, oh... and that's the majoy issue I think I don't have, so what now? nothing can be done... and that's sad...
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| What a Colorful Life
Oh life oh...
I see colors in you oh...
Colors of negativities and colors of ugliness oh...
I see Red, and red is rage
I see Yellow, and yellow is taunt
I see Blue, and blue is disconsolation
I see Green, and green is inexperience
I see Purple, and purple is disguise
And they all turn into black, for black becomes sarcasm
And they all turn into white, for life ends up with none
Oh life oh...
What a colorful life... oh...
My poor fellow, oh hell oh...
For you've got a bad proto
For you are possessed with those oh...
Though you have become so colorful...
You are only pathetic and shameful...
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| pressured
frustrated
tired
restless
STRESS OUT!!! | | |
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